A little more than a year ago I had started writing a book
about conversations with God. I had titled the book, “And then God Said.” It sounded like a really good idea in my head
but for one reason or another I was never able to develop it into what I had
hoped for. The title pretty well describes the book’s subject, God and
conversations I have had with him. Now most of my talks with the All Mighty are
one sided, but on occasion I would hear His words. His response comes to us
through varying means and how He speaks to me may be different than how He
speaks to you. My attempt to communicate my conversations with God to the
reader never developed. Perhaps it was God’s way of telling me that those
moments were meant just for me. Regardless of the reasons for the stalled
manuscript, it now sits tucked away on my hard drive in a folder named “Shapeless”.
I had managed to write one small section that fits well with
the "Is God in my pajamas?". I have re-written
it to fit this venue a little better. I hope you enjoy it.
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The rationales we use
to speak to God are as numerous as the stars in heaven. Yet I find myself on
bended knee for the same reason over and over. One of the more frequent conversations
I have with Him surrounds the subject of money. Now don’t act all virtuous, I
know you have likely gone to Him for the exact same reason.
I have learned over
the years not to actually ask God for cash. He doesn’t need it or use it, so I
find it unlikely that He has any sitting around. I don’t pray to win the
lottery, that’s luck not faith. And finally I no longer pray that the IRS will
disappear into a black hole, never to be heard from again. (My pastor told me God probably frowns on that request)
Regretfully I have had to pray about finances more often than my life plan originally called for. But we live with our choices. My conversation with God recorded below has happened more than once, so it was easily recalled-
“Dear God, I need your help out of this situation. The money ran out before the month again.”
“Do you trust me?”
“Yes, God, I trust
you.”
“Are you tithing, Jim?”
“What?”
“Are you tithing?”
“No, God. I can’t
afford to tithe.”
“Do you trust me?”
“Yes God, but…”
“Call me back. Love
you.”
That was just a small example of the way I had hoped the book would go. Like I said, it sounded good in my head.
By the way, I have worked hard at learning to be content over
the last couple of years, so the money prayers have all but disappeared. I am
still considering the tithing part. What I have also learned is that God does
have a sense of humor, thank Him for that!
I think this sounds awesome, and very funny. You made me feel better about the tithing issue...as I have found myself feeling bad about where to send my very small amounts of money...I have even had the thought..."if I tithe, maybe the money will make it to the end of the month?" But I doubt we are rewarded for that...Anyways, looking forward to more of this! It made me smile and chuckle.
ReplyDeleteThank you for your kind words. I can certainly appreciate the hopes that the money will last as long as the month. Somewhere along the way I asked God that if the money is not an option then maybe he would consider shortening the month. But in the end He always reminds me that our visit here is temporary, that the best is yet to come.
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